Today I plan to forget all my problems. All of them. Let them sink away in good music, smelly people, and Marlboro Black Menthols. Today I am untouchable. I am the man that hides deep in me under my depressed state. My lost self. I am extremely excited. Then when you’re here for the weekend we can speak of how worthless I’ve become. Oh Lord help me. Truly help me and heal me God.
Everyone has them. No matter how big or small. Mine are pretty big. A couple small like that I hate we can’t be super heroes. Truth is. I haven’t been truly happy in years. EDM creates this rush for me that nothing else has. People call me stupid and say that EDM isn’t music but I honestly don’t care. I got depressed really easily. Mainly because all my demons weigh done on me. Producing music and working are a couple of the few things keeping me sane. God is a huge hand keeping me up. I really don’t like anybody but when I do I make sure you know. I tend to give pieces of my heart out pretty quickly. I just hope you don’t break it.
<3 I died. Ha ha
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